In my last post I talked about Sharlie and Casper and the issues they have developed over the past month, month and a half.
Over the last month, I have noticed changes in myself. My demeanor became much more serious in school and I became deeply right brain introvert at home. Then at the beginning of February I began to feel a tightness in my throat. I could try and describe it to you but as every one is different it may be hard for you to understand. It sort of felt like I was constantly on the verge of crying, like I was choked up. Then about a week and a half ago I developed a pain in my jaw. Luckily it began to subside as the weekend with Kara approached. However the aching throat did not. I didn't know what was wrong with me. What blew my mind even more was the second I stepped out of Brita's car when we got to Kara's home the pain instantly vanished.
Puzzle piece #1
The pain did not return for the rest of Friday and all of Saturday while I was there. Instead I had a sense of peace and calm about me. It felt almost foreign to me.
When Mom came to pick me up on Saturday evening, when we drove out of sight of their home the pain returned. I couldn't talk. I actually thought I was going to cry.
Puzzle Piece #2
I should have thought about it there and then what it was that was causing me to be this way. But I ignored it. What a mistake.
Part 3 is going to be long. So please bear with me.
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